Hater post 2 (cont.)

Dear Readers,

This conversion proved to be interesting so I want you all to see it.

ShaJenSte said...

I should give you a round of applause!
You do a good job at getting pity, you almost had me. I mean is this really a joke, if anybody on here actually read your so called "Hater Post" they would see you proved my point completely. You ended up breaking her heart bc you really weren't ready for that relationship. Have you ever heard the saying about sticks and stones. If you really cared for her it wouldn't have mattered what was said to you, you would have stuck by her side. I mean these posts came from random ppl, so just imagine if it were your family or friends. You definitely would have been done for bc you let ppl you didn't even know affect the outcome of your relationship.
Also you said you cant judge ppl if you haven't been in their shoes, well maybe you should take your own advice. I don't know about you but I believe everything that is said or done in this world is done for a reason. With that being said there was a reason I post that comment. Yes I'm only seventeen but that does not mean I don't go threw things in my life. As a result of an interracial relationship and family, I think those types of relationships are a beautiful thing to see. But only when its pure and from the heart not to make a point!
Just like girl A I also know a girl who was in love with a guy who was not her race. To be honest I personally never thought they would end because they had that love that was unshakeable at least I thought so anyway. But, any ways unlike you I don't want any pity so imma get str8 to the point. Bc he couldn't take all the negative aspects of the relationship like he did the positive they ended up breaking up bc even though he loved her so much other ppls opinions obviously mattered more. Nw when I look at her I feel sorry for her bc I knw in my heart she will probably never be able to love like she loved him for a long time, which is so sad bc she is so young.
So as her close and personal friend I promised my self that i would never let that happen to anyone else and if i seen it happening i would speak my mind on it so hopefully that girls heart wouldn't be as crush as my friend heart was.
So trust me I'm definitely not hating on you, I just (unlike most ppl) tell the truth and speak my mind without sugar coating anything. Maybe I could have said it in a better way but when I think about it I dont regret anything I said nor will I take it back How you take it is your own problem, and I personally think that it hit a soft spot for you bc you obviously felt that need to put me on "blast", which you really didnt do. All you did was put yourself on blast for what you did and just basically gave reasons for it so you could make yourself feel better

MARCH 13, 2010 8:54 AM

Replied here because it was much too long on the normal comment box lol. And sorry for the caps, i can't change it for some reason. It makes it sound like i'm screaming ahah, but i assure you i'm not screaming... maybe at the end, but not now ahaha. anyways... read on~

ShaJenSte- look little sister,If i wanted to put you on blast I could have, like calling out on your grammar skills, and your lack of general respect. The reason why I didn't was, because I do agree with what you said.(not all, but the main point yes)

However,I already expressed how sorry I was for what I have done.But i don't need to be apologetic to you,ever. The reason why I posted this is so that people like yourself can self-reflect. You are merely 17 years old , and that means really nothing when your get older.Trust me lol.

When i was 17 I thought I knew the world completely, and I had determination that I will live a perfect, or rather good life.

As i grew older I realized that was NOT the case. As I "experienced" life more, it became clear that people indeed make many mistakes. Although, I'm not saying just because someone is older, they are smarter or better then you ... some cases yes, but generally not true. anyway.

Little sister,The reason why I wrote the previous post was NOT to get pity. matter of fact, if i wanted Pity, i would Get it from my family and friends. Who by the way are always on my side, regardless of my actions. That's why they are my family and friends for most part.

You also mentioned these "random" people(my lovely subscribers) as well... Please... these "random" people have experienced my life,and truly understand the pain and struggle I go through. They not only understand, but they can relate to it, because they've been through similar actions in their life. They also agree I am not some role model, but rather a NORMAL human being that truly do make mistakes. they also do not "condone" the BEHAVIOR, however, they will not judge me for it. (unlike somebodyyYyy *singsong*)

I honestly wish I could say i will never have this experience again. The fact is, I don't know that. All I know is this experience has opened my eyes a bit, and I will probably be more attentive to the matter. However, i know I can't guarantee it. if you really do care for other women as you said, pray for me. pray that i won't make the same mistakes and go down that path. its a much better alternative then "you did this, you did that"

Now...What irks me the most is your lack of self respect, and of course respect for others. You mentioned you don't like to sugar coat things and you like to tell the truth. This is because you don't have self discipline. Everyone Wishes to say whats on their mind. Who doesn't?( why you litdwdawd %%@^#%&!*) However! we are not living in this world by ourselves, and we must hold our tongue.and You can say everything you need to say in a respectful manner.

I do apologize if I sound like I'm patronizing(that means treating you like a little kid ) you, it's because I see you as my little sister. You have lots to learn in this world. So do I , but you seem very naive to the little things that will one day get you hurt. one day that finger you pointed at me, will return back to you ten fold throughout your life. if you deny that, thats like saying your a perfect human being... and we the readers, myself, and yourself know that is not true.(horrible grammar , but it sounded interesting aahha)

Now... Imagine if you lived in a world where everyone told the truth... Sounds like an ideal world don't it? not. If we had pure hearts, it would be filled with compliments and joy.A truthful world would be wonderful if that was the case. "top of the mornin to ya! i love your smile mate!" but, reality is " fuck off~ get that ugly smirk of your face, urghh you again? ugh i hate you..." this world would be a horrible place to live. even if you got used to it. Even in the bible, it states, the heart is beyond the most evil out of all things...

you also said a quote-"sticks and stones will..." *sigh* have you ever heard of " if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say it at all?" or were you too busy memorizing the first one?*whispers* i like the second quote better >.^

I hope one day when you get older(one one day you shall!) you will find it in your heart to understand where i'm coming from. I also wish you would understand that I am sorry for what I have done, and that I really do regret it. BUT...

I want you to know something.you are seriously kicking a guy on the ground right now.out of all the times you could have chastised me, why now? why when i'm feeling the most miserable!?? tossing salt on my open wounds.little sister, You clearly made my day the worst anyone can imagine. Not because of what you said, but just the condition I am in. you just added that pinch of salt that made my day just so damn salty. (<--- that ladies and GENTLEMAN is a good analogy.)

I really do appreciate you for ruining my already shitty day.

And If you laughed just now, and felt all warm and fuzzy inside, because you felt accomplished-it's probably because you have no heart.(so i hope you don't laugh, because its not funny T_T)And I wish you wouldn't take it upon yourself to make my day more horrible then it already is.

Also-The only difference between my actions and other men, was Mine was in the open for everyone to see. I was not ashamed of my flaws...(kinda) People know i'm not perfect(kinda jkjk), and I knew people would still accept me for who i am(hopefully). Would you have known, or even cared if I haven't posted it up? You wouldn't have right?

so please stop this self-righteous talk about how your right and I'm wrong ,and how I should be in misery for the rest of my life for it.

No, i will not. I will move the fuck( oOo one cuss word in this whole blog, im proud^^) on, and live my damn life. 2.

If you read my previous post, you will know I already got what i deserved.

your older brother,

Tenchi


p.s thanks for that round of applause! >.^