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Thursday, September 5, 2013

ONLY read if you're ready to get some reality check -Avoid if your not stable yet

Dear Readers,

     How are you all? Good I hope :) . Today I want to talk about the end of the world. I think believers and non-believers alike sense a darkness in this world . We feel it in our skins, and we can breath it in the smog filled air- The end is so near.

    Lets talk about what the warnings were for the end of the world.

   Jesus said-

24 And Jesus went out, and departed from the temple: and his disciples came to him for to shew him the buildings of the temple.

And Jesus said unto them, See ye not all these things? verily I say unto you, There shall not be left here one stone upon another, that shall not be thrown down.

And as he sat upon the mount of Olives, the disciples came unto him privately, saying, Tell us, when shall these things be? and what shall be the sign of thy coming, and of the end of the world?

These disciples of Jesus were no different from you and I - humans. Even back then they could sense this world was finite - that one day it would indeed end. Its in the back of all our minds - we see movies of the Post Apocalypse all the time - Zombies, virus, plagues, mega waves, astroids - and even some biblically based end time scenarios. 

Stop listening to the phony hollywood directors/media mongers and devil worshipping Billionaires- Listen to what The Lord Christ has to say. And hear for yourself the righteousness that comes out of this mans mouth. 

And Jesus answered and said unto them, Take heed that no man deceive you.
For many shall come in my name, saying, I am Christ; and shall deceive many.

How true is this? How many false prophets do we have in this world today? All claiming to be Jesus- or a figure of him. This could be in a form of other religions , who claim him to be a prophet rather than the Son of God. Many are indeed deceived. 

And ye shall hear of wars and rumours of wars: see that ye be not troubled: for all these things must come to pass, but the end is not yet.

We have war abrupt in many nations - especially in the middle east, which is the land where armageddon is to take place- How fitting , that in the end times, we are back to where it all began. 

For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom: and there shall be famines, and pestilences, and earthquakes, in divers places.

This really speaks for itself - Even in America, within the states - they are rising up against each other. If not for martial law, and strict government control, all hell would let loose. People are tired and are in the brink of losing it, only a matter of time. 

There shall be Famines - many parts of the world, rain has not come - more and more they rely on pesticides , and strange man made chemicals to help grow these plants quicker, only to bring equally strange diseases and death to millions across the world. Mutated plants, creating mutated babies- Even still, people starve across the globe. Starving by the millions folks- millions. 40,000 people can fit in a football stadium, probably more - now picture hundreds of football stadiums filled with starving people across the world. Famine is indeed here in this world. 

Earthquakes in diverse places - Did we not have major earthquakes in taiwan, china, chile, and diverse places in south america? FLOODS in Louisiana ,and New york, and many diverse places. 

All these are the beginning of sorrows.

Sadly, this is the beginning of all the sorrows to come. 

Then shall they deliver you up to be afflicted, and shall kill you: and ye shall be hated of all nations for my name's sake.

"they" represent true believers in Christ- Christians. They will deliver Christians up to be afflicted and to die. 

Why Christians? 

Because as the ONE world government gets rid of the God given constitution - all laws are open for interpretation. Anything goes - 

These One world devil worshippers believer they can become gods one day- TRANS-HUMANISM they call it. They want to SPEED up evolution. Leave all the inferior monkey like humans behind, and SPEED UP the "worthy" - 

How can they speed up evolution? DNA splicing with Animal DNA - plenty of movies came out of that to smooth the landing of this idea to the masses- Movies like ANIMAL by Rob S, Splice , Prometheus - There are so many of these. 

Problem with this - Firstly God commanded man never to mix with beasts . Secondly , people will not all be benefitted from this- Some will definitely mutate, or reject the splicing- Monsters are formed this way. 

But this is part of there plan- Its always EASIER to kill a monster, than a human being. We can shoot zombies for days- we can shoot monsters, and weird creatures so much easier than fellow human beings. But whats forsaken is this- Humans are soul bearing individuals, having a soul is what makes them human - Albeit their face is mangled up and mutated, they are humans still- but they are easily killed by people who have no deeper understanding of this. 

Thus the purposeful mutations - created by the scientists. Not all will benefit  only the rich, only the selected. 


Imagine You mix a human with Lion DNA for an example - 

A successful one might be a man with extra ordinary strength(Captain America, Cat woman), cat like reflexes and perhaps start growing hair on his neck haha- Joking aside , imagine the reality- 

The human skins starts to fall apart, the eyes start to change- aggression changes - all of a sudden you have the urge to kill and eat meat. Thats a monster right there- when a human loses all morality , they become soulless-and are no longer humans, they are beasts.

Zombies are created in a very similar fashion. Imagine A man who wishes to live longer, and hears about DNA splicing - mixes in with a Turtle to gain its longevity. Reptile and Human DNA ...Do you think it would mix well? Ninja turtle was my favorite Cartoon growing up- but I realized it was a set up . It teaches kids about the value of mixing Animal cells with human cells- It gives them POWER, and Abilities. They have brain washed us into thinking these things are not "real" , but if they were, I would LOVE to have them. 

But when they come out and simply say - Its real- and this stuff exist- People left and right who've been watching these cartoons since childhood, fantasizing about it daily- would GLADLY be in the line to become a ninja turtle or whatever they may offer you. 

Trans-humanism / This stuff is no joke. What I told you is BASICALLY what it is- using Animal DNA to advance the Human race. They will most definitely start slow- HAWK DNA to improve Eye sight for example. Reptile regeneration for people who lost their limbs (spider man) - Things people can relate to and easily agreed to. But this stuff can easily get out of hand, and it will. 

This tech. will spread to the underground as well- creating unsupervised monsters if you will. We've seen all of this come to pass in movies, cartoons, books - This is our likely future- Its heading that way FAST. 

But whats all this for? Why are they doing it - Many reasons. 

1.  They want to ruin the IMAGE of God. Human beings were created in God's image- and Satan does a good job ruining it- Drug fiends, alcoholics , depression , weird fashion exploding- all to destroy the sacred image of God. 

2. Satan promised these followers eternal life. Just like God offered us eternal life, Satan offered a pseudo eternal life - But they are willing to take it. They want money , and a sinful , carnal , pleasurable lifestyle - They want to live forever in their money drunk state- having false security , and false control. And Satan will give it to them for their services, for a while... just for a while. 

Until the true KING returns, and the foolish steward gets kicked out of the throne. And the kings JUDGEMENT will be sealed- and all those who are on Satan's side, which are all those who rejected christ, will be sent to the lake of fire- To be burned in the spirit for all eternity. To be completely rejected by God- and to be COMPLETELY separate from him. 

Now , all of this seem very science fiction, but you must understand one thing. The cell phone when first created was an amazing technology, and people were seriously bewildered by it - But the government had this technology and MORE 15-20 years before hand. 

The government, or the ONE WORLD Government have technology they have NOT revealed to the public. It is in there BEST interest to keep their highest tech in secret. They give to the public as they are able, and capable. 

This is because , LAW still exist, and there are many conservatives, and Christians who fight them on a daily basis. 

But if this was to end? If Christians were killed- sent to prison for speaking out on the wrongs? What then? Who will stop them?

All of this might seem ridiculous - if it is, you're neither blind, or very ignorant to things of this world. This is no conspiracy - this is no lie , no joke - its been happening for YEARS and YEARS and YEARS. 

Awake yourself, and return back to Christ. 

REPENT you christians. 

REPENT you unbelievers!

REPENT you unfaithful Mothers and Fathers!  

REPENT you teachers of iniquity and lies!

Come back to the Father, and receive the forgiveness of sins - and a new life in Christ Jesus. 

I left the ending part of this so you can finish reading the scriptures- read for yourself what Jesus forewarned. 

10 And then shall many be offended, and shall betray one another, and shall hate one another.

11 And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many.
12 And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold.
13 But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.
14 And this gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in all the world for a witness unto all nations; and then shall the end come.
15 When ye therefore shall see the abomination of desolation, spoken of by Daniel the prophet, stand in the holy place, (whoso readeth, let him understand:)
16 Then let them which be in Judaea flee into the mountains:
17 Let him which is on the housetop not come down to take any thing out of his house:
18 Neither let him which is in the field return back to take his clothes.
19 And woe unto them that are with child, and to them that give suck in those days!
20 But pray ye that your flight be not in the winter, neither on the sabbath day:
21 For then shall be great tribulation, such as was not since the beginning of the world to this time, no, nor ever shall be.
22 And except those days should be shortened, there should no flesh be saved: but for the elect's sake those days shall be shortened.
23 Then if any man shall say unto you, Lo, here is Christ, or there; believe it not.
24 For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect.
25 Behold, I have told you before.
26 Wherefore if they shall say unto you, Behold, he is in the desert; go not forth: behold, he is in the secret chambers; believe it not.
27 For as the lightning cometh out of the east, and shineth even unto the west; so shall also the coming of the Son of man be.
28 For wheresoever the carcase is, there will the eagles be gathered together.
29 Immediately after the tribulation of those days shall the sun be darkened, and the moon shall not give her light, and the stars shall fall from heaven, and the powers of the heavens shall be shaken:
30 And then shall appear the sign of the Son of man in heaven: and then shall all the tribes of the earth mourn, and they shall see the Son of man coming in the clouds of heaven with power and great glory.
31 And he shall send his angels with a great sound of a trumpet, and they shall gather together his elect from the four winds, from one end of heaven to the other.
32 Now learn a parable of the fig tree; When his branch is yet tender, and putteth forth leaves, ye know that summer is nigh:
33 So likewise ye, when ye shall see all these things, know that it is near, even at the doors.
34 Verily I say unto you, This generation shall not pass, till all these things be fulfilled.
35 Heaven and earth shall pass away, but my words shall not pass away.
36 But of that day and hour knoweth no man, no, not the angels of heaven, but my Father only.
37 But as the days of Noah were, so shall also the coming of the Son of man be.
38 For as in the days that were before the flood they were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, until the day that Noe entered into the ark,
39 And knew not until the flood came, and took them all away; so shall also the coming of the Son of man be.
40 Then shall two be in the field; the one shall be taken, and the other left.
41 Two women shall be grinding at the mill; the one shall be taken, and the other left.
42 Watch therefore: for ye know not what hour your Lord doth come.
43 But know this, that if the goodman of the house had known in what watch the thief would come, he would have watched, and would not have suffered his house to be broken up.
44 Therefore be ye also ready: for in such an hour as ye think not the Son of man cometh.
45 Who then is a faithful and wise servant, whom his lord hath made ruler over his household, to give them meat in due season?
46 Blessed is that servant, whom his lord when he cometh shall find so doing.
47 Verily I say unto you, That he shall make him ruler over all his goods.
48 But and if that evil servant shall say in his heart, My lord delayeth his coming;
49 And shall begin to smite his fellowservants, and to eat and drink with the drunken;
50 The lord of that servant shall come in a day when he looketh not for him, and in an hour that he is not aware of,
51 And shall cut him asunder, and appoint him his portion with the hypocrites: there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.

Wednesday, July 31, 2013


Hope y'all been good with everything- I pray that you're always peaceful in the spirit , and good in the heart. I pray that your minds are refreshed, and in love with God.
I know this world can be a dark and lonely place, and I know sometimes it feels like there is no way out- as cliche as that may sound, many folks are dealing with that kinda stuff as we speak. I'm sure I talked to thousands of folks who are going through those things now.
I want you to ask God for things - He is more than willing to give you up to half the world.   God is always willing - but first make sure you are a child of his.

Because ladies and gents- if you are not his child, although he may do good deeds unto you- it will always been as to a stranger. Think of this- Imagine you have a daughter, and you go to the park with her. The lovely ice cream man comes jingling his icecream bell , and you decide to buy her a ninja turtle ice cream. Next to you however is a child that belongs to another person - She's mean to this child, and telling her, NO you don't get no dang ice cream - you fat . Or something like that.

I mean, as a parent , you might feel pity and decide to buy her one too - but think of the conflict that occurs. Will that other mother simply say - Oh thank you~ Or would she say something like " EY! Who do you think you are!"

What i'm trying to get at is this- When you choose to stay in your sins , you are the children of Lucifer - Lucifer , Satan or the Devil is not your friend - but if you are not with God, you are unfortunately with him.

So although God would want to do great things unto you- and sometimes He does - to convince you to come to him~ its not always possible. Satan is a huge blocker - that dude got no shame.

So God is always calling you , always showing you the light, and never turning it off. He waits and waits- and watches you from a far. He often sends people to you to turn you softly to him -

For example, in this scenario - The mother might not give this other girl the ice cream herself, but might send her little girl. When they are playing together, the little girl might say to her secretly- "Hey , my mommy said to share with you , here have some!"

This is essentially what God wants from us Christians - We are here to bring you over to Christ Jesus - Because He is the way and the light and most definitely the truth , and there is no way to GOD besides him. For Jesus Himself IS God.

Its really difficult to explain the gospel in this description box, and I don't know why I never used it before like this - But i'm glad I found it haha, Its pretty awesome . Its kinda like a mini blog.

Anyway Guys - God is very real. And He has always loved you , whether or not you believed him. The media pays a lot of money convincing you the opposite- They try so hard to make christians into the bad guys, using false christians to give true christians a bad name. Don't believe it.

Christians are simply those who were atheists, who has no business with God, Who went against God, who lied, who cheated, stole and killed - but one day saw themselves for who they really were.

The problem with the world is this- We are numb. We cannot feel our sins. We do them every day - but we cannot feel it, we pass it by as some sort of fluke - But our sins, in our daily lives cause the pains of millions across the world. Our lack of love , and lack of passion for the poor, the sick and the lame causes unnecessary deaths-

Do not use this as an excuse to dismiss God - "If God is all powerful , and all loving why the hate and death in the world?"

God indeed is all powerful, and all knowing- But He created this world imperfect. Imperfection comes hand in hand with Free will. Free will is a choice we have- this choice can either bring eternal life , or eternal death.

Without evil, there cannot be trials, or conflict, or error, or a choice to deny God. We most definitely have a choice to spit at God, and choose with ALL our hearts to curse him and deny him- He gave us that choice -

God invited all people into his perfect kingdom that he WILL create. That is the theme of the bible ladies and gents-

So before you dismiss God in your life - be it crazy , or insane - Pray to God for you to understand him , or to find him. If you cannot believe him now, its fine! If you think its crazy , its okay too! But the least you can do is ask "God" to give you a way to find him. And After this simple pray - And He does not allow you to find him, then He has lied-

But I guarantee , if you ask him this, He will answer you , and give you a way out.

I love you atheists - and I know sometimes we can be reallly annoying to you - and believe you me, y'all can be that way too haha- but we are both human beings, and God loves us -

The next few videos I'll make with be dedicated to you lovely folks - If anything, I want to answer most of the questions y'all have , and try to deliver them unbiasedly and with some light hearted fun. Be blessed and safe till then- Much love!


Saturday, July 13, 2013

I awoke tired- with sounds of ringing in my ears. It reminded me of where I got it from ...

Went through my email to see the various comments and concerns people have for me.

Interesting to see all the cries - for the lord.

I've been getting a lot of arguments from Muslims, and I figured I can write my beliefs down here.

I am an Asian man - not from Arabia, or Israel. I'm from the outside, looking in - a gentile.

From what I have read from the bible-

Abraham comes from the land of Ur- supposedly Sumeria - Notorious for their idol worship, and communication with the fallen ones. They had tremendous technologies , as they bartered worship for esoteric knowledge.

From the group of Idol worshippers God chose Abraham - one particular man that was set aside for God- who did not bow down to these idols ... Or perhaps he did at one point, but repented of such things and heard the calling of God.

Either way - God called upon Abraham.

God promised him something - without condition.

God promised through him, all nations would be blessed, and that his people would be as large as the stars in the sky and numerous like the grains of the sea.

He was a chieftain. He had a wife named Sarai- but she was barren. She could not get a child.

In the back of Abraham's mind there was always the reminder of God's promise to him- thou shalt have a son ...

He waited and waited and waited... And soon his faith started to die. Doubt crept in.

Sarai was 90 - and he was 100... Although they lived much longer then, it was still way past the age of giving birth.

Even though God had promised them a child through Sarai - they could not believe.

So one day , Sarai had an idea to give her Egyptian Handmaid (servant/slave) to Abraham to lay with- to have a son, an heir , through her.

Can't really imagine how that conversation would have gone down- but Abraham laid with Hagar - the egyptian servant.

They bore a child, and he was a strong male. Abraham named him Ishmael - and had all his inheritance lined up to give to his son. But , it was not God's plan.

God's plan was through Sarai- who later became Sarah.

The lineage is VERY important- because the seed of Jesus had to come from a specific line. Jesus cannot be born out of Ishmael's line.

Sarah , just as God promised ,Got a child, even at her extremely old age. Healthy, kind and wise little boy by the name of Isaac.

Now the conflict -

Abraham raised ishmael for a long time already- he had bonded with the child. This child in the eyes of Abraham was FIT to be the leader of the camp. He was strong, and bold, and like a true Man- tough and fearless.

But that is what God despised in men.

For when a Man trust in his own abilities, they do not trust in the power of God. King Saul- Nimrod- Herod ,Cain, Esau, ishmael etc..

Isaac on the other hand , was weak - and unable, and relied on the power of God, and the leadership of God. (ie. Abel , David, joseph etc)

It was Isaac God chose - not ishmael.

Ishmael was later kicked out of the camp of Abraham- for there were rivalry between the two parties. Hagar who bore the child could no longer be a mere servant- She was raised to concubine- and started to despise her once master.

The Son of Abraham Ishmael was much older and stronger than Baby Isaac, and he abused the child - sexually some say , as an act of dominance.

Whatever tension caused the rift- they were kicked out. However, God did not abandoned them- God had a different plan for them, and promised them they would be great , and numerous , and that they would live by the sword.

Isaac eventually took over - and bore Jacob - who also had tension between his twin brother Esau .

Esau eventually joined Uncle Ishmael- and created the Arab nations we know today.

Meanwhile, Jacob bore 12 sons - very dysfunctional family- but through them was created the 12 tribes of Israel - and from the tribe of Judah- Jesus was born, who saved the whole world.

Satan works . He was diligently counterfeiting the work of God. When God does one thing, he does another-

Satan created the Roman Catholic system- he flipped the whole doctrine of God up side down.

Placed popes and priests over men- enslaving them, keeping them aways from the truth of God.

They created secret societies , and manipulated wars upon wars- famine upon famine - death upon death.

They believe THEY are the spiritual Chosen ones , not the Jews. They Believe Jerusalem belongs to the Vatican - the romans. But Jerusalem is Holy(set apart for God)-and it belongs to the Jews.

So the Roman catholic for centuries found different methods to kill the Jews -

Fast forwarding to WW2- Hitler was a roman catholic /jew.

The R.C had a program where they took half jewish boys/girls - and converted them into Romans. They were taught in monasteries to hate their own kind. Early brainwashing if you will...

Hitler was one of these creations. As we all know , this man came out of the blue - with crazy backing from Italy - and he He killed 6 million jews. (for the greater good)

But before this , something even more sinister happened.

Islam was created BY catholic priests- They created Islam through a use of a boy named Muhammad/using an already prevalent Moon god of the desert. This moon god was Allah - and he had 4 sisters. There was already a HUGE myth and lore behind this "allah" - Through the help of Roman catholic Jesuits, they were able to infiltrate this already existing religion, and change its core belief system , mixing roman beliefs into it. Muhammad used this to his advantage to take over the tribes he was desperately trying to win over. It was successful.

The Romans formulated this religion so precisely to keep the good , good, but salvation a secret - and to build extreme hatred for the Jews. The roman's originally created it to control it, as a puppet - to get rid of the Jews- Using jewish neighbors to get rid of their pest for them. However , God had a different plan.

God allowed the Arabs to grow larger and stronger than the Romans anticipated. The romans underestimated the Arabs love for God - and Although the doctrine was a bit messed up- many of God's morals were able to seep into the heart of many muslims.

God has a plan to bring everyone back to Jesus- But War is eminent- and the truth must come out.

And for this truth to come out, unfortunately many must die - This is where ww3 comes into play.

For now the two brothers fight,and kill each other- But the true enemy was the bully many hundred miles away - the romans. Once they realize this , and once the truth reveals God's chosen people, Israel - peace will return unto the two brothers. And what a formidable force that would be?

If not- all war will end at Armageddon.

But before all that - all blood bought Christian will be gone with a blink of an eye- where we will stay on the side line, while hell breaks loose on earth.

There is much to say - but for now I leave you with this.

God is one- and God has a plan for all people. He loves all, and he plans to save all his people.

It will all end well - trust in the Lord .


Thursday, June 27, 2013


Dear Heavenly Father,

    Firstly, I thank you for listening to my prayers. I know you always listen to them. I come to you just the way I am , broken and ashamed... Only with the works of Jesus I stand before you father, and I pray and speak my peace. God, thank you for life and your undying love for me. Thank you for my family and my friends and my health. Father God, I thank you for the love you have reserved  , and preserved eternally for me and my family. Lord, Life can be so dark... Life can be so cold, and empty ... but God I am reminded of your beautiful words that created light from that darkness. When the world was in desolation and turmoil , you spoke , and your Words became. It covered the land with your beautiful light, to govern the day and the night. You have given us warmth , and cool wind to breeze our troubles away. Lord, How beautiful you are in all your grandeur and majesty. How amazing your mind and soul - and how overflowing is your wisdom. There is truly none like you .
  Father God, out of the dust you have created me. You know me greater than I could possibly know myself in all my years. You touched my ever DNA, and weaved it into the being I am today . You know my fears and weaknesses, and you most definitely know my sins. You know how weak and fragile I am... Lord always have mercy on me God. Without your mercy I am but drift wood lost in the tremendous sea. Without your mercy I could only but break . God , I love you for you loved me first. You are my friend for you befriended me. I serve you , because you willingly served me first.
   Lord who am I that you would consider me? Who am I that you place your ears next to my mouth and listen to my little voice. God , you created the tallest peaks and the deepest oceans... you created the leviathan and the behemoths that roamed the vast land and seas... yet to a man , who is created by dust - you lean. You keep me safe from evil - those evil beings who placed themselves in high places- the principalities and place of honor. Other men might fall for them,and worship them... but God you have shown me, YOU alone is God. You command the sea to calm it, and you command the stars to shine. Lord , how vast you are. How thrilled I am always to see your kingdom. This kingdom you so advertised to all those around you... you promised a place for me there. I will no longer be as a vagabond roaming this earth as though a sojourner, but you will grant me a place to place my roots... for all eternity. And that God... is more than I deserve. Too great of a thing , I could never exchange it for my works. For what good can I do for you Lord? What can I possibly do to earn that gift? No Lord... I could never earn what you give out for free... Your grace. Your truth, Your ultimate Love. Father I refused as a child, but I accept it now as a man. Lord you are my only God, and I speak your name proudly. Jesus. Jesus , Jesus , Jesus how beautiful your name. People may curse you, and people may despise you, but as you said on that cross whilst you bled for us, you said, Forgive them father, for they know not what they do. Lord how true this is! I see , I see! I truly was blind for too long in my life... Too ignorant and stubborn to hear you call! Lord , You have saved me from this life, and saved me from all my troubles. My sin is NO longer mine to bear! Lord , my father, I come to you fully cleansed by your blood... and I stand boldly as your son. And I ask of you my petition - Lord give me courage. Lord Give me wisdom. Lord give me a voice to sing your praise! Lord give me the knowledge to overcome mine enemies, and let JESUS work inside my heart and soul, and may my spirit spring out living water for all those who gather around me. Let no darkness ever touch those who surround me . Let no worries come to those who gather around me. For Lord I am no longer alive, but YOU , my God in me. In faith I have died with thee, and in faith I have resurrected with thee. Lord my father God, I pray with all my spirit and soul - Love me for love sake, and Bless me for blessing sake - and always guide me in the path of righteousness, and lead all those who seek you , seek you. And let all those who bless me, be blessed. And let all those who seek the truth find it. I pray all this, in the name of Jesus.



Monday, November 26, 2012


Dear Readers, 

      Its been a while hasn't it ? it has, it has haha :). To start off I've been quite well~ Been busy joining society again.  Life in reality is quite harder then just an online one lol. Throughout the years , somehow I got stuck into the world of the internet - DUH~ so has everyone right? lol 

      But its true ain't it... We're all stuck behind this internet prison. Its almost like we traded in the real thing for a digital one, and we only SEEM content. I think all the stress we feel in life comes from everything being fake... Our inner soul can sense it;our inner being is screaming , give me the real thing!

      I guess we can argue what is the real thing lol, but lets leave that for a later date. Too much fighting going on as it is . Especially that nonsense going on over there in the middle east...Eerie times y'all, eerie times. 

      I've been pretty happy lately - but still an underlying sorrow lurks about. It reminds me of that one movie,  A beautiful mind with Russell Crowe. Or was it The beautiful mind? hahaha nah I think the first one. You know that scene where he finally (spoiler) - I mean dayum, if you haven't seen it already, just stop. Just stop. lol.. nah ~ anyway, in the movie Russell finally decides to ignore his imaginary friends... But they are always walking along side of him. Prettty creepy if you ask me. But my POINT WAS, my sorrow is like such haha.. took forever to explain this concept. 

    When I live my life I see the potential sorrows around me... well you know what , forget that .. lets talk about real sorrows. 

 Do you know who I feel the most sorry for? All of us. 

   Everyones joy is sucked out of them. All depressed, angry , frustrated, timid, and most of all no aspirations or dreams. Its like everyone just secretly gave up. Even those who are striving to become something don't really know why they are doing it... and when they achieve what they set out to achieve there is no satisfaction~ All vanity. 

  I take it from a wise king by the name of Solomon. He had everything... Women, wealth, treasures beyond anyones dreams, kingdoms, servants-  I mean dayuuum, this dude had EVERYTHING. But he 
says, all is vanity . 

  He says its vanity because it truly is. Lets think of this on a smaller scale ,cause we ain't that rich homie.

Since everyone wants to be rich lets talk about that . 

-people think once they become rich they will be happy ... We all know this isn't true... But yet , we always set up this illusion - " Those rich people don't even know how to USE the money , thats why they are sad or unsatisfied" 

When they first become rich , they will probably buy everything they have ever dreamed about... 

First a car- 

heres the thing about cars. If you buy a really GOOD car... lets say a ferrari... You can't just DRIVE it around locally - you're gonna look like a dick , seriously lol. 
You will end up going to fancier places- probably picking up hot women who have NO interest in you except your money - meet friends and family who ALL of sudden want a piece of you... 

What about lawyers scheming day and night - trying to rob you blind.

A biggg mansion with servants who talk trash about you.  Cold, echoey , demon filled rooms... I mean common , these huge houses were FILLED with orgies and satanic rituals~ Don't be so naivvvee~ haha. 

Think about it, these were billionaires who owned these... and all they ever do is CARNAL things... they are no different from the romans. They are searching for pleasure, the best kinds.. 

For the common folk, pleasure can be found in sex, street drugs and alcohol. But these rich folks do strangeeeee things... Some dab into magic, the DARK arts if you will- because frankly , the world of the normal is boring for them. So they touch up on ancient rituals, strange drugs from across the globe... And illegal women/ slaves etc etc. 

Even if you don't go as extreme as this... the little things you do as a rich person is SO much more carnal then the common folk... They are able, we are unable... So their soul is drained from them.. They let their flesh rule their lives... and being ruled by the flesh is tiresome, and it leads clearly to darkness.

All the choices from the flesh are ultimately for pleasure. But what pleasure brings is death. 

Drugs are the same way . Alcohol - no different- just takes longer. 

My point is, All in vanity . 

Our goal in life isn't to be indulging in pleasures. But surrendering your flesh to the king of kings.  

You might not like it, but there is a creator our there. And the creator , CREATED us for a REASON. 

This reason is for us to worship him, and love him. 

People have this concept of worship so wrong... They always compare it to idol worship. Bowing down to an object day after day ... SACRIFICING yourself the pleasures of life, and doing things you don't want to do etc etc...

Just like a sword is made for killing, and a water bottle is perfectly suited to drink water from... we as human beings were created to worship God. Which means we feel the MOST fulfilled when we do what our NATURE intends us to do -Which is to Worship and Love God. 

but the problem always comes with Sin. 

Sin is a virus. Sin is a curse. Sin is the sticky glue that bonds the flesh together with your soul... Holding you back... like a huge burden. A boulder on your shoulder... 

With sin we cannot worship God. Because worship needs to be perfect, pure, and holy. 

A man or women with a single ounce of Sin ruins this worship. 

think of yeast for a second.  God speaks about this quite often... Explaining YEAST as the symbol for sin. 

When you add yeast to grape juice what happens? It ferments and turns it into wine. It only takes a LITTLE yeast to turn an innocent grape juice into Alcohol. This is the same with us and sin. 

it only take a little bit of sin to turn our WHOLE body into something corrupt, and unworthy to give worship to God. Thus the vanity in all that we do. There is no satisfaction because we strive for the worldly things that can give us temporary pleasure, but never fulfillment. Like being able to EAT forever , but never getting full. 

This is why God took ALL mankind, and placed their sins onto the Cross... Which Jesus was the representative of. He represented us. 

Since no man could come CLOSE to what God required of us... God needed to send HIMSELF , As Jesus, to do the things we could not do. And after he has done all that was required, he willingly placed himself on that cross as a Sacrifice ... To do away with all our sins.. our curse, our burden, our doing. 

And All he asked of us was to believe on him. To believe that HE was indeed the one  that came and SAVED us all. 

Satan is your enemy, Not God. 

Satan is ALWAYS on your side, saying the things YOU want to hear. But trusting in your own mind will get you EXACTLY where Satan wants you to go. 

So stop following millions to the giant gate, where people are having fun, drinking, partying, sexing, drugging etc etc... 

- walk the narrow path. This path is narrow, but filled with beautiful people, blue skies, and perfect living water.

There is hope here! There is love here! There is eternal life here in Jesus Christ . 

I know there are thousands who are on the FENCE... Undecided... Is Jesus right for me? etc etc.. 

Yes He is right for everyone.  He is our righteousness . He is our wonka golden ticket. 

So accept him. You don't need to change ANYTHING. Because Just like how you couldn't keep God's laws, you cannot walk his walk... Nope... 

You just simply believe... and JESUS does the change in your life. And its VERY clear, it is Him. 

Come join the brothers and sisters in Christ , and be free of vanity , and live life giving thanks to the creator, the God of our lives, Jesus. 

Throw away your idols, and throw away your own experiences and mind.. because, no matter how great your thoughts may be, if they are different from God's then it is against him. 

Monday, August 27, 2012


Dear Readers,

    yessss~ God allowed me to find a beautiful place to stay. Cheap, and cozy , and just epic sauce. AHH~ I'm so excited to move into my new place. New tables, and new beds~ and simply put a NEW life for God.
    Recently i've been struggling with a lot of stresses, but then I learned so many things along the way. I've learnt that Repentance means to change your mind. It does not mean to grovel, or beg, or to ask for forgiveness or to make a promise to God you cannot keep. But rather, changing that stubborn mind of mine.
    When I feel worried, I repent, and say I am not worried because Christ is my guide. If he guides me what is there to be worried about? Thats the truth, and I'ma stick with that. I noticed time after time, during hard situations, When I put my trust in Christ things worked out smoother then ice... But when I try to do it on my own accord.. it always , always coils up.
      I'm so excited to start filming freely in my new place~ it has a nice window for natural light, and a large wall to put up all my paints~ Its such a blessing indeed. I can't wait!! ^___^

Friday, August 24, 2012

I miss you guys :/


Tenchi Jk here ^_^ .

Man.. life is so hectic these days. I've been cleaning the house , preparing to move out of this apartment to a brand new one! Woot! A new start , and fresh new start! New places to shoot my webcam yay~

Anyway :) .

Sometimes life can be so interesting. I see God working in my life , answering my every prayer, regardless of MY actions. Its so breathtaking to know God blesses my life, and treats me so wonderfully because of what Christ has done on that cross.

Don't get me wrong, I have dark days, and sad days... and days filled with worries and doubts. But those seeds don't grow roots into my heart... A farmer comes very quickly and pulls the weeds out of my life. And immediately I am faced with the sun again... the warm and good light.

Sin is a seed.

It enters our heart just like a seed. An idea. And that idea dies ,  just like how the seed dies... and it multiples, divides, and becomes a solid root inside our minds and heart. Then the Action is committed.

That is the same with Righteousness.

Jesus Being our seed. Our source of faith , grace and mercy. That idea of righteousness sparks by the holy spirit... who gives us all A thought.  The word .  Then that word multiples, and divides into many verses, and oceans of beautiful scriptures from God.

note: How wonderful is it, to look at symbols, lines and curves and to be able to speak it. Its truly amazing... This is a gift, not from Mr. Evolution.

C A T. How does that look like the animal at all? But yet, we all know its a meow meow. And how our words can create visuals... and stories, and poems... its so beautiful.


When I have a hard time... many thoughts come into my mind. Some times it brings doubt. Some times it brings sadness, and worries. And sometimes it brings anger and fear. But during those times, there is always a counter thought.

"I am so sad today" Says the Flesh.
"You are always joyful in the Lord, and he has already blessed you." Says the holy spirit.

Do I choose A or B...

some days I choose A out of weakness. And My life goes on with that first choice... a Sad day.
But when I grab the faith the lord gave me and say , I am joyful for the Lord is Joy and I am connected with the Lord. Then my day is manifested by the words that I spoke out of faith. A Good day.

So when you live your life, Say verbally what the LORD said. Not what YOU say.

When you are weak, don't say you are weak. Say you are strong, for the Lord gives strength to the weak!

Have faith in your life.

All you christian brothers and sisters reading this, be in good spirits! Be strong in God! Fight the good fight! If we die for Jesus so be it! It would be an honor to die for Christ .

I know the world is so cruel sometimes. I know it can bring you down. I know you feel abandoned and lost.

But God has always been in love with every last one of you. Loves you so dearly. He carefully orchestrated your lives... like the fake movies people watch instead of their own movie.

The Cinema that the Lord had directed from the very start.

Starts at your birth.. the star is born. Then conflict, and situations to build character. Life was written and finished and published by our Lord. Enjoy it~ Don't let these media mongers steal what you have from God. Its your freedom, and righteousness.

God has given every one of his children gifts and blessings. Do NOT bury it in the ground!

Do not let other grumpy people tell you that cannot do it.

Yes, yes... you can accomplish all things in Christ! So start with changing what you say. Confess with your mouth, God is king. God is my shepherd I shall not want. Tell yourself, God has redeemed by through Jesus Christ. Say you are Kings and queens In God's kingdom. Say you are glorious and holy by the spirit of Christ. Take the position you were meant to ALWAYS have. Which is the royalty given to us by Christ the "KING".

If the Christ say we are his friends, and his bride... we are royalty through his own blood. Don't live life missing out on that position given to us to his born again children.

There is nothing impossible, or too out of reach. If God gave you the talent, and gifts in this life, use it!

Multiple those gifts , and bring about branches that fill up your WHOLE tree. Bear good fruit for the king! And let those who eat of your fruit be filled with happiness and open heartedness. So after they have tasted your sweet fruits, preach them the Lord who have blessed you.

teach them the freedom we have in christ Jesus, our God. Tell then why God loves us, and why we must love him.

Anyway~ Those who are heavy laden, put that burden on the Lord. He has already bore them on his shoulder 2000 years ago. It is your duty is to realize what Jesus has REALLY done.. and BELIEVE, and Have sabath. Be Free, be rested .

I pray all you wonderful people well in the world. And I love you all. Take care!!